Saturday, January 07, 2006

beliguered

i'm being tormented...physically, emotionally and psychologically. but this has brought me closer to God. i know He is the only one that could ease what i feel now. it's unfair but i found no one to run to. i know God understands me, He is my only last resort...

3 comments:

vatski said...

okay,
no one listens to you because most probably you don't talk to anyone.
of course, there's always God but there are also what we normally call friends.
God especially created this kind of people for some purposes: a laughing company or tissue paper for crying times.
each of us can opt to be alone. and sometimes silence can be a good company, that we linger on the moment with it.
but, it's always good to shout. it's from there we can breathe again.
shout at me, i have two ears for you, they won't shut off.
but, if you won't...i will always understand ;)

your friend,
me

wengkat said...

of course, i do share my problems dear... u know that. u probably know what i'm talking about here--i'm infanticipating, that's the problem. oftentimes, i feel so depressed. see, i only had the courage to tell my family just recently, later than i did tell you. but anyways, i've learned to cope with it. i know God would always be my side... he is the only friend whom i can always run to. He never refuses to listen...

vatski said...

I don't remember you broke the news to me. sadly, i just heard it from someone and i felt like miles away when we were just a breath apart.
well anyways, you can always count on me. i hope you know that.
and yeah God will always be there so just hang on ;)